The journey is not always easy. Sometimes giving up seems easier than going on, but when things get difficult, we can rest a while and renew our strength. In Pilgrim’s Progress, John Bunyan describes the arbor on Hill Difficulty where Christian caught his breath before continuing the climb. His scroll provided comfort, reminding him of the Lord’s continual presence and sustaining power. He got a second wind so he could walk a few more miles.
Only God knows where the path will take us, but we have our Lord’s assurance, “I am with you always” (Matt. 28:20). This is not a metaphor or other figure of speech. He is real company. There is not one hour without His presence, not one mile without His companionship. Knowing He’s with us makes the journey lighter.
— David H. Roper
Things arent going so well these days during holiday. yesterday mom asked me to work in chatime. somehow, i dont have the feeling to work now. and she starts nagging and scolding again as usual. i dont know why. i couldnt understand myself either. maybe i have not finished what i have to do, as in preparation for piano practical exam, catch up with my studies, i havent even find my accounts subject tuition. hmm. maybe this is the consequence i got from choosing the path of a pure science student. it wasnt meant to be like that at the first place. i ruined my life, but not really. i still think i made the right choice, just that it is not that right. hmm. i have learnt many different things. i can relate anything of my daily life to what i have studied now. im feeling smarter, in a ridiculous way. i find myself watching those National geopraphic channels often. i slowly realised that im actually a "environmental" person. haha. as in i dont have the feeling for business/marketing field. maybe because im not studying that field. so at the end of this. there is still the big confused question mark - what should i become? Accountant or Nutritionist or sth like that? hmm but anywhere i go, God is with me. so, he will still give me the best of both world, i guess. xx
